I keep searching for an explanation but he will never give me one. Somehow he helped me become who I am today, he inspired me to write and showed me what it's like to fall in love. I need to focus on the beautiful part of what we were, the laughter, the smiles, the love. They say every time you fall in love you fall deeper and after what I felt for him, I know there's plenty of beautiful memories on the horizon.
That's what matters, the happiness, the satisfaction of knowing that despite all the pain our relationship lead to, a positive outcome will shine through.
I could never be the person I dream of being whilst standing by his side, he would never understand the complexity that is my ambition and personality. I am type A, he is type B, and at the end of the day his simplicity would not fulfill my desires.
All the best to a boy named "", may he learn from his mistakes, thrive on his successes and live a life full of happiness and lacking the 'normality' that will never be him.
18.3.12 ~ The Broken.
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