I look at you and laugh. 
To think I admired you, 
Would of done anything for you. 
Would of sacrificed myself, 
Changed. With no compromise. 
I look and think, what happened? 
You have talent, you're not dumb, 
You are not ugly or friendless. 
Part of a family driven by love and passion, 
                             You are blessed. 
Then I think of your choices. 
Lack of commitment, perseverance, 
Work ethic, respect. 
Overdose of laziness and expectations. 
Images. 
A shallowness you hid for so long. 
                              You are changed. 
I look and you and smile. 
We could of had it all. 
Dream job, dream house, dream account; dream love. 
Your weakness overcame your strength. 
For that I am glad. 
I'll have all that and more. 
                               I'll have me. 
You are confusion, lies and deceit. 
You are pathetic, 
Afraid of a conversation with your first taste of love. 
Afraid of your once best friend. 
You are speechless. 
Afraid of a situation you created. 
The ending you wanted. 
Why so scared? 
                                I'm only me. 
Do me one last favour. 
Care
To pay me one last respect. 
Stop: 
Treating me like an invalid
Treading on broken glass
Pretending
Hiding. 
                                I've had enough of your empty smiles and words. 
Stop for a second and think of what we were, 
What we've become. 
The fact that soon we will be nothing
Because you didn't have the heart
To start a conversation. 
There was a time in our lives when 
We were all that mattered. 
We've reached a point where
To you, we don't matter at all. 
Grow up. 
Be a boy be a man
Be a lier be a cheat
Be whoever. 
Just don't forget to 
                              be a friend. 
18.3.12 ~ The Broken
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