"Saint Pain"

Understand this.
You are big, dark, tall, handsome.
                   Check.
Crude, selfish, lying, selfish, red.
Ignorance was bliss, but
                   You are not.
Everything I admired was drowned, strangled, torn,
By infinite lies.
Friends? Not today, nor tomorrow.
Not a word, a wave, a smile.
Truth? I'll never know, you'll never reveal.
Even if you did,
I wouldn't believe.

Pain plays hide and seek.
Photographs, letters, gifts - reminders, lies.
Future? Not where you belong.
I see none.
Away from you life is abundant
                      Happiness possible.
Please leave me alone, get out, erase.
Just don't let me forget Pain. She is my
Protector,
As you are not the only one.

There will be more.

I will be ready.


16.12.11 ~ The Broken