'A Little Promise'

I've had some strange thoughts lately. 
Like what would happen if I just decided
To run this red light? 
Or hit that tree? 
Or drive straight into oncoming traffic? 
Who would react if I simply chose to drive of that bridge? 
Stupid, I know, but I can't help it. 
These thoughts come at the most random times. 
Sometimes when I'm sad. 
Sometimes, even, when I'm happy, 
But they're never really provoked. 
They just come. 
Looking in the mirror and thinking: 
Get rid of that, 
Get rid of that, 
Get rid of that, 
Can't be a good thing. 
But it's the truth. 
We are taught to tell the truth. 
I was taught to tell the truth. 
And if I do nothing else
I will be honest. 
To be honest, I think something is wrong. 


29.6.12/30.6.12 ~ The Tainted